Using the spaghetti God gave me

If you're confused by my title, please refer to my last post :)

I've sat down to write this blog several times but I've just not been a writing mood.  To be honest, I really haven't been in any mood.  I've been pretty blah these last couple days.  After my last post, my heart was extremely burdened and I got down on my knees before my great and mighty God and turned it all over to Him!  What an amazing feeling!  I really believe theres a lot to the action of physically getting on your knees before God.  It was something I hadn't done in quite some time and as humbling as it was, it felt great!  I believe I had returned to a place of carrying others burdens on top of my own, those burdens that aren't mine to carry!  God gets me on this one a lot.  I always feel the need to fix something (or someone) or help someone out or worry about something for someone, but I learn (almost on a daily basis) that it isn't my job to do so and its hindering me from living in the freedom of the life God has for me!  

Being around kids so much, I often have moments where God blesses me through those kids.  He blesses me through adults too, but I think it stands out more when its a kid!  I had one of those moments this week.  I had two kids in the car with me and one was picking music for us to listen to from her mom's ipad and this was the song that came on..
  
My first thought was that I love this song and then I watched the other child get very excited and start singing this song to the best of his abilities.  I almost had to stop driving because I really just wanted to watch him sing.  He had a huge smile on his face and he meant every word.  It was such a blessing to my heart and I couldn't stop smiling for hours.

In other news:

• We close on our house on Thursday :D
• We have our first wedding shower on Saturday in Texas.  
• I get to be in Texas from Wednesday to Monday (yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay)
• I have a lot to do between now and then and unfortunately, my productivity levels have been waaaay too low!
• Tomorrow is church :)
• I miss Eric
• I have officially started birth control
• I forgot the rest of what I was going to say

Thx 4 readin

~The Future (only 83 days!) Mrs. Eric Morgan :D