Unsure what to say

Eric and I read a devotional this week that compared mens and womens thought processes, very interesting.  A man's they compared to a waffle, very compartmentalized with each thought disconnected from the next and having its own space.  A womens, however, they compared to a plate of spaghetti with every thought somehow connecting to every other thought and just being one big blog of thoughts.  SO TRUE!  We take turns reading them out loud and it was my turn and I could barely make it through it because I was laughing so hard because it is just so true.  So, going with my title, I've been considering writing this post for a couple days just because I "needed" to post something (if I don't post for two long, I lose the habit), but I didn't want to write a post just to be writing it.

So the last few days for me have been hard.  For every day that I have Eric in my life, it is that much harder to be away from him.  I know I just saw him Sunday, but it seems like forever ago.  I'm so ready for the day that in those moments, when I just need him by my side to back me up, or support me, or give me a hug, or just to be my friend, he'll be there!  (only 85 days to go!)  With pending to-do lists, a busy schedule, and just life on my mind, just a thought of missing him and I'm in tears.  Maybe this all sounds pathetic, but it's just been my reality these past few days.

As for wedding stuff, I'm being a procrastinator right now.  I've set a deadline of having addresses collected and the invites to the calligrapher by Wednesday.  I should have time this weekend that I can make that happen.  I need to make a trip to Springdale and pay for my dress and pay the photographer, I just don't like driving to Springdale so I've been putting it off.  I need to figure out decorations for the church and flowers and all that stuff.

Tomorrow shall be interesting.  I have my appointment at the health department in the morning for a physical and to hopefully get a prescription for birth control.  No other major plans for tomorrow.  Maybe doing something productive like homework or cleaning.

I think I'm going to try to attempt to sleep now.  It's kind of been a rough evening.

Thx 4 readin
~The Future Mrs. Eric Morgan :D